I moved to California from Alaska about 5 months ago. I've been in my profession for 12+ years (am only 35) and have built an excellent work history, etc. I had no idea how bad it was in California and came here for the sun, lifestyle, etc. I did my research and had good leads.

I have been unemployed now for the longest period in my adult life (five months). In AK and other states, I was turning down two jobs for every one I accepted. I last worked for the state government and was promoted twice in less than a year. I have numerous, significant "accomplishments", certifications, letters of recommendation, etc. Thought all this meant something, but I realize it doesn't, so please know I'm not boasting.

I keep an excel worksheet detailing every job I apply for and what occurs after. I have applied for more than 100 jobs (everything from my current occupation to bartending, housekeeping, customer service- all things I also have experience in)- and nothing. I occasionally get a letter in the mail from someone letting me know they chose not to interview me (phew- glad to have that closure and courtesy from a few). These are jobs I am utterly qualified for and pay considerably less than I am used to making. (disgusting how the local employers have capitalized on the desperation of unemployed workers by paying less than what the job is worth- and- really- less than a living wage).

This is utterly depressing. I feel like crap and wish I could run away. I finally reached rage today. It brings relief to read from others experiencing similar circumstances.

I do not lack work because I lack drive, education, experience, enthusiasm, energy, effort, positive thinking, follow-through, etc, etc. I don't know why.

Thank you for this forum and opportunity to be with others who understand.